Okay, I fucked up again guys. My diet was shit. My workout was shit. I can’t remember which days I worked out and which days I didn’t.
I know I did Day 19 of the Hourglass challenge (Yeah I know this challenge was just supposed to be 25 days but its taking me forever because I keep skipping workouts) and also I am doing the Summer Shred challenge also by Chloe Ting.
I am at Day 7 of that challenge.
I am just a mess.
And to make matters worse I actually gained 3kgs. Yup.
I don’t know why I have in essence lost control. Is it because I am PMS-ing? or what but yeah results this week aren’t as stellar. But hey. It’s okay, nothing wrong in taking the scenic route in terms of weight loss. Sometimes you have your shit together, sometimes you just want to curl up into a ball and just cry because you feel like shit.
Well, really looking at how I gained the weight back and gained back all those inches just makes me ugh.
I think I am just so stressed with everything; my work, my home life, and everything in between that I just keep eating to make myself feel better even knowing it won’t make me feel better.
I can feel kot my pipi pau.
But hey I am here to show you that weightloss is never a linear progression. As long as you don’t give up and you’re doing it for the right reasons, you are good to go, hitting a few bumps in a long ass journey is normal.
Wish me luck guys in getting my shit together to see me through to being 54kgs and finally not having any joint pains!